In a moment of relapse I decided to Google my ex’s email address. I’m glad I did. For whatever reasons last night’s talk with him actually had me think for a brief moment “what if he still cared for me”. I actually thought for a few seconds “maybe in a few months we could become closer again”. Then I see some of the sites he has profiles on. All are adult sites. I literally began to feel my dinner about to come up. He has spiraled even deeper into his sexual addiction.
No way in hell would I want to try and be with him again I pity him and it’s obvious we definitely don’t feel the same way about life and what’s in store. He’s living in the moment and I am living in the what may come.
I crave a meaningful relationship filled with love, joy and happiness. Someone to be by my side until the end. Now that I had this quick slap on the face I can proceed once again with my dating ventures.
On another note I bought an amazing sugar scrub from Bath & Body Works in Black Currant Vanilla scent.
It’s part of their aromatherapy line. It’s to heighten your sensuality. It smells amazing and feels even more amazing. It’s an exfoliating scrub but it also moisturizes the skin.
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