And yes ladies and gents, I still have learned nothing from dating online in the past 3 years. I know I am a fool I am totally being played by the latest love interest, Mark. He has been telling me how he is not a player and he wants something more than a one night stand. he is saying everything that I want to hear, naturally and yet my gut feeling is that he is totally pulling the blinders over my eyes. And I am falling for it. I am stupid! or am I? I don’t know. I want to believe he is different than most men that bother contacting me on myspace.
We were suppose to meet today and yet it’s already 1:30pm and I have not heard a peep from him. We spoke until 3am last night so it’s possible he is sleeping in but I have a feeling he has run off to go meet up with someone else. And I know he has every right since we are not dating but I really felt he might be different. Instead, I am torn with emotions that he is not any different.
I started to tell my sister about him lastnight and she immediately said “I don’t like him.”
This is my first venture with an older man. He is 39 and yet I feel it’s no different than talking with younger men. *sigh*
I feel down and I want to go shopping!
I am so stupid! Stupid. My sister hates this guy already from what I have told her and my male friend, Mario says to let him slip away. Mario says he’s not a player but that he is only working on trying to get in my pants, no matter what he tells me because lately he has only been contacting me at night.
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