It’s so weird to log into my email account and not see it swarmed with announcements from men (that are certain to disappoint me ) that have “winked” at me. It’s almost erie. I have been so used to having this daily ritual of logging onto the dating sites to see the photos of these men for almost 4 years now.
Yes, I fear that I will never meet a man this way but obviously online dating hasn’t worked out too well for me either.
Since I am consistently going to the gym every morning, I am kind of hoping I will meet a man there. There are 3 men that have caught my eye but I am certain one of them may be married. First there was the Korean man that runs on the treadmill like a marathon runner! Then there is the tall black man with a 9 year old daughter that I have only said a few sentences too. And lately there has been an older Caucasian man with shoulder length sandy blond hair that has caught my eye.
I usually see these men 2-4 days a week. None of them wear wedding bands. I do know the Korean man has a 3 year old daughter (which probably means he is married) and I know the tall black man brought his daughter to the gym once with him over the summer. I am pretty certain the caucasian is single but I could be dead wrong. He has recently caught my eye more so over the past few days. He strikes me as a contractor. I am sure nothing will become of any of these men but its still nice to have familiar candy to stare at.
DE and I have been talking alot more and even though occasionally I have had brief “what if” moments, I know better. He says things that sometimes alludes me to believe he also has those what-if moments. Again I have never seen his photo even though he has attempted to send them. I somehow never received them.
I am meeting up with a man I have followed on Youtube for a year now on friday. Nothing romantic but it should still be fun to get out and hang out with him.
Well, off to get ready for my son’s back to school night!
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