I was grocery shopping on Monday evening after a long day of school and I ended up bumping into the wife of my ex’s best friend. Gossip within our then; network of friends was horrid. I just knew how this was gonna go. She was surprisingly pleasant but she said something that has been bugging me for two nights now. She said my ex had said “Yea, I messed up” in regards to our marriage ending.
My ex has never said anything remotely close to that. He has never expressed nor even hinted any sort of remorse or apology. In his eyes he did no wrong. He claims to have never actually cheated on me; which is total BS. She flew out here 1 week before I found out about them and he expects me to believe they never kissed nor slept together???
I’m not even sure this woman said it just to make conversation and be polite or if he really said it.
Now don’t take all this as I am hoping he’ll tell me “Baby I made a bad mistake, I love you and wanna be with you” type of stuff. I know he has moved on and so have I. (It’s been 3 years.) I just want him to own up to it and tell me “I’m sorry I hurt you”. I just want an apology that I know will never happen. It’s just a thought and that’s why it was bothering me. Like I said, she may have just threw that in to make conversation.
Ever just felt like an apology was owed to you and never got it?
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